hire Josh or Kevin, it will re spark that passion again by landing a avatar worthy fish and getting some confidence back in knowing your in the right place doing the right thing.
Kevin http://www.seasamurai.com/
Josh http://inshorekayak.com/
if you go out with either of the pro's? i have a fish finder you can barrow as long as you take care of it.
a livewell/bait tank is a must have item.
your welcome to fish with me but your results probably will be the same as usual